jay$

my life is hell

2005-10-09T03:17:40Z

soooo i normally dont talk about this shit, but im lost so whatever. my mom has a terrible drug problem. its plauged my family my whole life. she's sold her body for drugs, stolen from me, my sister, and my dad. stolen my grandmoms medicine, which in turn caused her death and my grandfathers death(whom i was very very very close with). she would steal the bill money from my dad and use it. so weve gone countless winters without heat, phone, cable, and sometimes electric. i eventually had to move out cause i couldnt deal with it, and now im living a good life i guess. 8 months or so ago my dad kicked her out, she was living with some guy chris in delaware. now he's in jail and she was left on the streets. as of tuesday she is now in a homeless shelter in camden in a HORRIBLE neighborhood. she's been raped and stabbed already within two days of her arrival.

now im stuck in a situation. i let my mom move into my place and sleep on the couch, and probably fuck my whole life up but at least she'll live. or i can turn my back on her and the inevitable will happen. i do love my mom, and she does love me but i dunno. there has to be something else i can do

i cant let her ruin the rest of my life, shes already ruined it so far.

and this is why i'll never be a drug addict.

at least i have beth, my friends, my sister and niece. or else i would lose it

jay_money @ 2005-03-10T20:05:00

2005-03-11T01:06:47Z

BECAUSE OF MY BOSS I AM MISSING THIS SHOW, I NEED A NEW JOB

Saturday , Apr 2nd
(an insipid production)
TERROR
Warriors
First Blood
Blue Monday
Resist Control
The Phoenix Theater
Petaluma, CA 94952
ALL AGES/ NO INS AND OUTS
Doors open: 7 PM Show STARTS 7:30PM
$11 online

jay_money @ 2005-03-08T17:53:00

2005-03-08T22:56:33Z

My boss can eat my dick. I was planning on going out to Cali at the end of this month but my niggerlipped boss said no because i have to do inventory. Fuck that, like i dont help enough people out in that shithole it would be nice if someone would do me a favor and count for me

jay_money @ 2004-11-05T20:19:00

2004-11-06T01:19:32Z

Sooooooo i finally got off of my lazy ass and joined the gym. Im sick and tired of being a skinny little bitch. They have me on some special high-protein/carb diet which will help with the weight and I have a personal trainer to help out with the equipment. The gym isn't crazy expensive either, it was like $100 down, and $61 a month. My company offers a health and wellness program as a benefit, so they will give me $250 a year to put towards the membership. Tiiiiiiiiiighhhht.

jay_money @ 2004-08-16T16:59:00

2004-08-16T20:54:21Z

FRIDAY AUGUST 20TH
THE UNITED CHURCH OF CHRIST
300 EAST MAIN STREET,NEWARK
6BUCKS

DEAD AND BURIED-delaware hardcore.first show with new lineup spook city records

XLOOKING FORWARDX-maryland positive straightedge,blood and ink records

SET ABLAZE-pennsylvania metal,lovelost records.

BACKHAND-baltimore hardcore

KNUCKLE CITY-delaware hardcore

BLESSED CHILD-ex dead and buried,first show

saturday august 21st
franklinville vfw
2179 Delsea Drive, Franklinville, NJ 08322

DEAD AND BURIED-delaware hardcore,spookcity records
WILL TO LIVE-texas hardcore
DIE YOUNG-texas hardcore
ROUNDHOUSE NJ-youngbulls from around the corner
DEATH DO US PART-new jersey,i dont know much else

go people, its me and fatty's first show(s)

jay_money @ 2004-07-13T22:37:00

2004-07-14T02:32:35Z

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IMDB's Top 100 Best Movies of All Time
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Rank	Movie	Didn't See It/ Started It/ Finished It/ Hated It!
1	Godfather, The (1972)	Finished It
2	Shawshank Redemption, The (1994)	Finished It
3	Godfather: Part II, The (1974)	Finished It
4	Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King, The (2003)	Finished It
5	Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers, The (2002)	Finished It
6	Casablanca (1942)
7	Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring, The (2001)	Finished It
8	Schindler's List (1993)	Finished It
9	Shichinin no samurai (1954)
10	Star Wars (1977)	Finished It
11	Citizen Kane (1941)	Finished It
12	One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest (1975)
13	Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb (1964)
14	Rear Window (1954)
15	Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back (1980)	Finished It
16	Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981)	Finished It
17	Memento (2000)	Finished It
18	Usual Suspects, The (1995)	Finished It
19	Pulp Fiction (1994)	Finished It
20	North by Northwest (1959)
21	12 Angry Men (1957)
22	Fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain, Le (2001)
23	Psycho (1960)	Finished It
24	Lawrence of Arabia (1962)
25	Buono, il brutto, il cattivo, Il (1966)
26	Silence of the Lambs, The (1991)	Finished It
27	It's a Wonderful Life (1946)
28	Goodfellas (1990)	Finished It
29	American Beauty (1999)	Finished It
30	Vertigo (1958)
31	Sunset Blvd. (1950)
32	Matrix, The (1999)
33	Apocalypse Now (1979)	Finished It
34	Pianist, The (2002)
35	To Kill a Mockingbird (1962)
36	C'era una volta il West (1968)
37	Some Like It Hot (1959)
38	Third Man, The (1949)
39	Taxi Driver (1976)	Finished It
40	Paths of Glory (1957)
41	Sen to Chihiro no kamikakushi (2001)
42	Fight Club (1999)	Finished It
43	Boot, Das (1981)
44	Double Indemnity (1944)
45	L.A. Confidential (1997)
46	Chinatown (1974)
47	Singin' in the Rain (1952)
48	Maltese Falcon, The (1941)
49	M (1931)
50	Requiem for a Dream (2000)	Finished It
51	Bridge on the River Kwai, The (1957)	Finished It
52	All About Eve (1950)
53	Se7en (1995)	Finished It
54	Monty Python and the Holy Grail (1975)	Finished It
55	Saving Private Ryan (1998)	Started It
56	Cidade de Deus (2002)
57	Raging Bull (1980)	Finished It
58	Rashômon (1950)
59	Wizard of Oz, The (1939)	Finished It
60	Sting, The (1973)	Finished It
61	Alien (1979)	Finished It
62	American History X (1998)	Finished It
63	Mr. Smith Goes to Washington (1939)
64	Léon (1994)
65	Vita è bella, La (1997)
66	Touch of Evil (1958)	Finished It
67	Manchurian Candidate, The (1962)
68	2001: A Space Odyssey (1968)	Finished It
69	Treasure of the Sierra Madre, The (1948)
70	Great Escape, The (1963)
71	Wo hu cang long (2000)
72	Reservoir Dogs (1992)	Finished It
73	Clockwork Orange, A (1971)	Finished It
74	Amadeus (1984)
75	Modern Times (1936)
76	Ran (1985)
77	Annie Hall (1977)	Finished It
78	Jaws (1975)	Finished It
79	On the Waterfront (1954)
80	Braveheart (1995)	Finished It
81	High Noon (1952)	Finished It
82	Apartment, The (1960)	Finished It
83	Fargo (1996)	Finished It
84	Sixth Sense, The (1999)	Finished It
85	Aliens (1986)	Finished It
86	Shining, The (1980)	Finished It
87	Strangers on a Train (1951)
88	Blade Runner (1982)	Finished It
89	Metropolis (1927)
90	Duck Soup (1933)
91	Finding Nemo (2003)
92	Donnie Darko (2001)	Finished It
93	General, The (1927)
94	City Lights (1931)
95	Princess Bride, The (1987)
96	Toy Story 2 (1999)	Finished It
97	Kill Bill: Vol. 1 (2003)	Finished It
98	Great Dictator, The (1940)
99	Sjunde inseglet, Det (1957)
100	Lola rennt (1998)

Which movies have you seen?

jay_money @ 2004-07-13T17:26:00

2004-07-13T21:22:30Z

alright i got a room booked for july 23rd-25th at the marriot airport hotel jawn. its pretty cheap and super nice $79 a night, so if 4 people roll up with me its about $30 a piece.

let me know who's in for sure

Hellfest hotel room

2004-07-12T21:02:16Z

alright so far its me, tommy, and maybe beth. who else is down for getting a room for like friday and sat. night? i need to know soon cause i wanna book one now

hit me up

jay_money @ 2004-07-01T17:17:00

2004-07-01T21:14:52Z

man what the fuck is up with this week? bad shit keeps happening to me. i may be out of a job by the end of summer unless a miracle happens.

im ready to fuck somebody up...fuuuuuuuuuck im pissed off.

im usually always happy, but man this week is rough

WHAT THE FUCK

2004-06-30T23:25:29Z

this is one of the worst weeks i have had in a long long time, could anything else possibly go wrong. probably

at least i knocked some kid out outside of the moorestown mall for talking shit. that made me feel a bit better

jay_money @ 2004-06-28T18:55:00

2004-06-28T22:51:56Z

job hunting sucks, and its pissing me off

but i need to find a new job asap.

jay_money @ 2004-06-17T21:37:00

2004-06-18T01:34:39Z

well it looks like im going to be an uncle. im very dissapointed .

my sister just made the biggest mistake of her life.

AWWWW SHIT

2004-05-28T23:53:45Z

night out on the town tonight with whoodle, gavlick, crackhouse, jobstopper, and others.

philly bars wont be able to handle us

FLYERS WIN

2004-05-21T03:09:02Z

and i couldnt be happier. however, everything i had planned for sat. may be cancelled because i cant miss game 7.

no chance in hell.

i will still show you a good time beth :)

jay_money @ 2004-05-06T16:43:00

2004-05-06T20:40:07Z

post a memory of me in the comments
it can be anything you want
then post this to your journal
see what people remember of you

jay_money @ 2004-04-29T15:27:00

2004-04-29T19:33:42Z

[Spell your first name backwards]: yaj
[The story behind your user name]: it fits
[Where do you live?]: new jersey

DESCRIBE YOUR:
[Wallet]: black from eddie bauer
[Jewelry worn daily]: none
[Shoes]: blue nb's
[Handbag]: im not a fag
[Favorite top]: old turmoil shirt that i cant find
[Perfume/Cologne]: whatever
[Piercing]: none
[What you are wearing now]: shorts and skare tactic shirt
[Makeup]: see handbag
[On my mind]: my grandfather
[Wishing]: my grandfather was still alive
[Talking to]: no one
[Eating]: vanilla chip ice
[Favorite movie]: the warriors
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: new guitar, computer
[The last thing you ate?]: ice
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: nothing
[Do you believe in love]: of course
[Do you believe in soul mates]: i guess so
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: no
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: yes
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: pizza, giannas
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: my family
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: fat matt [Cried?]: yes, over my grandfather
[Gotten sick]: not recently
[Eaten?]: ice, and a clif bar [Been kissed?]: yes
[Felt stupid?]: i do stupid shit all the time, so yes [Told someone you loved them]: not recently [Met someone new?]: a few people
[Moved on?]: always
[Talked to an ex?]: yes, last night
[Talked to someone you have a crush on?]: by text today
[Had a serious talk?]: this week there has been a lot of serious talk
[Hugged someone?]: josh buck last night, im a fruit
[Fought with your parents?]: everytime i see them we fight
[Done something your parents said no to?]: they don't give a shit
[Would you rather be with friends or on a date?]: friends
[Where is the best hangout?]: anywhere really
[Do you have a job?]: yes and its great
[Who do you like being around?]: dianna, josh, beth, wren, mullet, dennis, leek, keith, and countless others
[Do you argue the most with?]: really nobody
[Do you always get along with?]: the majority of my friends
[MOST TRUSTWORTHY?]: dianna
[Makes you laugh the most?]: dennis
[Has the coolest parents?]: dianna
[Has the coolest siblings?]: dianna again, her brother is my man
[Is the most blunt?]: yikes, dianna
[Is the smartest?]: all of my friends are smart in their own way
[Who is your role model?]: robert deniro
[Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with?] of course
[Have you ever cried over the opposite sex?]: yes
[Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you]: oh have i
[Rather be the dumper or dumped?]: both suck
[Rather have a relationship or a "hookup"?]: Relationship
[Ever liked your best guy/girl friend?]: yes, i think she feels the same way
[Want to get married?]: eventually
[Want kids?]: as long as they're not whiny bitches
[Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time?] no
[What is your favorite part of your physical appearance?]: shit i dunno
[What is your favorite part of your emotional being?]: my temper and heart
[Are you happy with you?]: somewhat
[Are you happy with your life?]: yes

jay_money @ 2004-04-22T20:00:00

2004-04-22T23:58:46Z

Weight gainer is the nastiest tasting shit ive ever had. It tastes like someone shit out a stick of chalk. oh well, i'll suffer as long as it helps me gain weight..i hate incredibly fast metabolism.

i better get ripped.

jay_money @ 2004-04-17T15:21:00

2004-04-17T19:18:01Z

p.s. im going to watch freddy got fingered just because beth hates it

jay_money @ 2004-04-17T15:17:00

2004-04-17T19:15:25Z

tonight..GBZ with delawares finest
tomorrow..out to win in wilkes-barre

the plans are set in stone, and im eating french fries.

jay_money @ 2004-04-05T21:20:00

2004-04-06T01:18:50Z

im in a real bad mood and i dont have a reason to be.
terry CxC has the biggest mouth ive ever encountered...its a shame really
my cat pisses me off, someone should take her because i dont want her

ok im done

Beth Rules

2004-04-05T03:18:45Z

friday: beth came over. then beth, josh and I met up with keith. then we proceeded to head over to jay bush's where we watched some great hockey fight. then went on over to joe hardcores and met up with like seriously 50 dudes. we all left there got beer and gas then went to the show in allentown. the events that took place at the show are too good to be posted in my journal.

sat. chilled around all day with beth. went to giannas and got some great food, i love that place. headed back to my apt. and tried to watch texas chainsaw massacre, but that didnt happen. then we went up to wilkes-barre for the unearth show, it was shitty. i was just in a bad mood the whole night so i left early. almost died numerous times on the way home which was awesome!

today: i didnt do shit. sitting around in my boxers on the computer eating doritos is too relaxing.

jay_money @ 2004-04-01T23:44:00

2004-04-02T04:42:16Z

this weekend is going to be great

that is all

im bored

2004-03-30T04:06:40Z

1. give me a nickname and explain why you picked it?
2. how long have you known me?
3. when and how did we first meet?
4. what was your first impression?
5. do you still think that way about me now?
6. what do you think my weakness is?
7. do you think I'll get married?
8. what makes me happy?
9. what makes me sad?
10. what reminds you of me?
11. if you could give me anything what would it be?
12. how well do you know me?
13. ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. do you think I could kill someone?
15. describe me in one word.
16. do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
17. do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
18. are you going to put this on your live journal and see what I say about you?
1. By what name do you know me?
2. What song reminds you of me?
3. What makes me unlike anyone you know?
4. What is my best quality?
5. Where do you see me in ten years?
6. What's one thing about me you don't understand, and wish you did?
7. How do you think I'm going to die?
8. Do you find me attractive?
9. Would you date me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. What's one thing you don't like about me?
12. Can you see us as friends five years from now?
13. What's a band you know I love?
14. What would we do with a car full of gas and an entire day to ourselves?

Death Threat last night

2004-03-26T17:00:31Z

war hungry- i only caught like two songs, but they were ok. a bit sloppy but it was their first show so thats understandable
pride kills- real good, but shitty sound and shitty people standing in the back of the room. russlips threw a chair and it was outstanding.
skare tactic- also very good, but people really need to learn how to support a touring band. especially one that drove all the way out here from california
SFAR- i didnt watch them, some shit happened outside that wasnt good but hey what can i do
death threat- ive seen them play longer and better sets but it was still decent

it was a decent night and i got to see some friends that i never get to see.

and tonight is...

Friday March 26th
Club HP 7pm
8601 Torresdale Ave, Northeast Philly

Death Threat
Punishment
Subzero
Colombian Necktie
Pride Kills
Skare Tactic
Will To Live
Dead And Buried

i expect to see everyone there.

ATTN JOHN WREN

2004-03-24T03:23:49Z

WE MUST GO TO JAPAN
YOU CAN GET BREAKFAST AND A BLOWJOB
AND THE BITCHES ARE CLEAN AND SLANTY!

I AM GOING