| my life is hell |
[Oct. 8th, 2005|10:56 pm] |
soooo i normally dont talk about this shit, but im lost so whatever. my mom has a terrible drug problem. its plauged my family my whole life. she's sold her body for drugs, stolen from me, my sister, and my dad. stolen my grandmoms medicine, which in turn caused her death and my grandfathers death(whom i was very very very close with). she would steal the bill money from my dad and use it. so weve gone countless winters without heat, phone, cable, and sometimes electric. i eventually had to move out cause i couldnt deal with it, and now im living a good life i guess. 8 months or so ago my dad kicked her out, she was living with some guy chris in delaware. now he's in jail and she was left on the streets. as of tuesday she is now in a homeless shelter in camden in a HORRIBLE neighborhood. she's been raped and stabbed already within two days of her arrival.
now im stuck in a situation. i let my mom move into my place and sleep on the couch, and probably fuck my whole life up but at least she'll live. or i can turn my back on her and the inevitable will happen. i do love my mom, and she does love me but i dunno. there has to be something else i can do
i cant let her ruin the rest of my life, shes already ruined it so far.
and this is why i'll never be a drug addict.
at least i have beth, my friends, my sister and niece. or else i would lose it |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 10th, 2005|08:05 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | santa sangre- feast for the new gods | ] |
BECAUSE OF MY BOSS I AM MISSING THIS SHOW, I NEED A NEW JOB
Saturday , Apr 2nd
(an insipid production)
TERROR
Warriors
First Blood
Blue Monday
Resist Control
The Phoenix Theater
Petaluma, CA 94952
ALL AGES/ NO INS AND OUTS
Doors open: 7 PM Show STARTS 7:30PM
$11 online |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 8th, 2005|05:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Life or Death- sentenced | ] |
My boss can eat my dick. I was planning on going out to Cali at the end of this month but my niggerlipped boss said no because i have to do inventory. Fuck that, like i dont help enough people out in that shithole it would be nice if someone would do me a favor and count for me |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 5th, 2004|08:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Floorpunch-fast times at the jersey shore | ] |
Sooooooo i finally got off of my lazy ass and joined the gym. Im sick and tired of being a skinny little bitch. They have me on some special high-protein/carb diet which will help with the weight and I have a personal trainer to help out with the equipment. The gym isn't crazy expensive either, it was like $100 down, and $61 a month. My company offers a health and wellness program as a benefit, so they will give me $250 a year to put towards the membership. Tiiiiiiiiiighhhht. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 16th, 2004|04:59 pm] |
FRIDAY AUGUST 20TH
THE UNITED CHURCH OF CHRIST
300 EAST MAIN STREET,NEWARK
6BUCKS
DEAD AND BURIED-delaware hardcore.first show with new lineup spook city records
XLOOKING FORWARDX-maryland positive straightedge,blood and ink records
SET ABLAZE-pennsylvania metal,lovelost records.
BACKHAND-baltimore hardcore
KNUCKLE CITY-delaware hardcore
BLESSED CHILD-ex dead and buried,first show
saturday august 21st
franklinville vfw
2179 Delsea Drive, Franklinville, NJ 08322
DEAD AND BURIED-delaware hardcore,spookcity records
WILL TO LIVE-texas hardcore
DIE YOUNG-texas hardcore
ROUNDHOUSE NJ-youngbulls from around the corner
DEATH DO US PART-new jersey,i dont know much else
go people, its me and fatty's first show(s) |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 13th, 2004|10:37 pm] |
IMDB's Top 100 Best Movies of All Time
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1 | Godfather, The (1972) | Finished It | 2 | Shawshank Redemption, The (1994) | Finished It | 3 | Godfather: Part II, The (1974) | Finished It | 4 | Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King, The (2003) | Finished It | 5 | Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers, The (2002) | Finished It | 6 | Casablanca (1942) | | 7 | Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring, The (2001) | Finished It | 8 | Schindler's List (1993) | Finished It | 9 | Shichinin no samurai (1954) | | 10 | Star Wars (1977) | Finished It | 11 | Citizen Kane (1941) | Finished It | 12 | One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest (1975) | | 13 | Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb (1964) | | 14 | Rear Window (1954) | | 15 | Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back (1980) | Finished It | 16 | Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981) | Finished It | 17 | Memento (2000) | Finished It | 18 | Usual Suspects, The (1995) | Finished It | 19 | Pulp Fiction (1994) | Finished It | 20 | North by Northwest (1959) | | 21 | 12 Angry Men (1957) | | 22 | Fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain, Le (2001) | | 23 | Psycho (1960) | Finished It | 24 | Lawrence of Arabia (1962) | | 25 | Buono, il brutto, il cattivo, Il (1966) | | 26 | Silence of the Lambs, The (1991) | Finished It | 27 | It's a Wonderful Life (1946) | | 28 | Goodfellas (1990) | Finished It | 29 | American Beauty (1999) | Finished It | 30 | Vertigo (1958) | | 31 | Sunset Blvd. (1950) | | 32 | Matrix, The (1999) | | 33 | Apocalypse Now (1979) | Finished It | 34 | Pianist, The (2002) | | 35 | To Kill a Mockingbird (1962) | | 36 | C'era una volta il West (1968) | | 37 | Some Like It Hot (1959) | | 38 | Third Man, The (1949) | | 39 | Taxi Driver (1976) | Finished It | 40 | Paths of Glory (1957) | | 41 | Sen to Chihiro no kamikakushi (2001) | | 42 | Fight Club (1999) | Finished It | 43 | Boot, Das (1981) | | 44 | Double Indemnity (1944) | | 45 | L.A. Confidential (1997) | | 46 | Chinatown (1974) | | 47 | Singin' in the Rain (1952) | | 48 | Maltese Falcon, The (1941) | | 49 | M (1931) | | 50 | Requiem for a Dream (2000) | Finished It | 51 | Bridge on the River Kwai, The (1957) | Finished It | 52 | All About Eve (1950) | | 53 | Se7en (1995) | Finished It | 54 | Monty Python and the Holy Grail (1975) | Finished It | 55 | Saving Private Ryan (1998) | Started It | 56 | Cidade de Deus (2002) | | 57 | Raging Bull (1980) | Finished It | 58 | Rashômon (1950) | | 59 | Wizard of Oz, The (1939) | Finished It | 60 | Sting, The (1973) | Finished It | 61 | Alien (1979) | Finished It | 62 | American History X (1998) | Finished It | 63 | Mr. Smith Goes to Washington (1939) | | 64 | Léon (1994) | | 65 | Vita è bella, La (1997) | | 66 | Touch of Evil (1958) | Finished It | 67 | Manchurian Candidate, The (1962) | | 68 | 2001: A Space Odyssey (1968) | Finished It | 69 | Treasure of the Sierra Madre, The (1948) | | 70 | Great Escape, The (1963) | | 71 | Wo hu cang long (2000) | | 72 | Reservoir Dogs (1992) | Finished It | 73 | Clockwork Orange, A (1971) | Finished It | 74 | Amadeus (1984) | | 75 | Modern Times (1936) | | 76 | Ran (1985) | | 77 | Annie Hall (1977) | Finished It | 78 | Jaws (1975) | Finished It | 79 | On the Waterfront (1954) | | 80 | Braveheart (1995) | Finished It | 81 | High Noon (1952) | Finished It | 82 | Apartment, The (1960) | Finished It | 83 | Fargo (1996) | Finished It | 84 | Sixth Sense, The (1999) | Finished It | 85 | Aliens (1986) | Finished It | 86 | Shining, The (1980) | Finished It | 87 | Strangers on a Train (1951) | | 88 | Blade Runner (1982) | Finished It | 89 | Metropolis (1927) | | 90 | Duck Soup (1933) | | 91 | Finding Nemo (2003) | | 92 | Donnie Darko (2001) | Finished It | 93 | General, The (1927) | | 94 | City Lights (1931) | | 95 | Princess Bride, The (1987) | | 96 | Toy Story 2 (1999) | Finished It | 97 | Kill Bill: Vol. 1 (2003) | Finished It | 98 | Great Dictator, The (1940) | | 99 | Sjunde inseglet, Det (1957) | | 100 | Lola rennt (1998) | |
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Which movies have you seen? |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 13th, 2004|05:26 pm] |
alright i got a room booked for july 23rd-25th at the marriot airport hotel jawn. its pretty cheap and super nice $79 a night, so if 4 people roll up with me its about $30 a piece.
let me know who's in for sure |
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| Hellfest hotel room |
[Jul. 12th, 2004|05:06 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | terror- one with the underdogs | ] |
alright so far its me, tommy, and maybe beth. who else is down for getting a room for like friday and sat. night? i need to know soon cause i wanna book one now
hit me up |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 1st, 2004|05:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | one 4 one- 7 year cicada | ] |
man what the fuck is up with this week? bad shit keeps happening to me. i may be out of a job by the end of summer unless a miracle happens.
im ready to fuck somebody up...fuuuuuuuuuck im pissed off.
im usually always happy, but man this week is rough |
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| WHAT THE FUCK |
[Jun. 30th, 2004|07:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | mushmouth- out to win | ] |
this is one of the worst weeks i have had in a long long time, could anything else possibly go wrong. probably
at least i knocked some kid out outside of the moorestown mall for talking shit. that made me feel a bit better |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 28th, 2004|06:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | redline demo | ] |
job hunting sucks, and its pissing me off
but i need to find a new job asap. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 17th, 2004|09:37 pm] |
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well it looks like im going to be an uncle. im very dissapointed .
my sister just made the biggest mistake of her life. |
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| AWWWW SHIT |
[May. 28th, 2004|07:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Backfire- still dedicated | ] |
night out on the town tonight with whoodle, gavlick, crackhouse, jobstopper, and others.
philly bars wont be able to handle us |
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| FLYERS WIN |
[May. 20th, 2004|11:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Philly Dust Krew comp- hard response jams | ] |
and i couldnt be happier. however, everything i had planned for sat. may be cancelled because i cant miss game 7.
no chance in hell.
i will still show you a good time beth :) |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 6th, 2004|04:43 pm] |
post a memory of me in the comments
it can be anything you want
then post this to your journal
see what people remember of you |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 29th, 2004|03:27 pm] |
[Spell your first name backwards]: yaj
[The story behind your user name]: it fits
[Where do you live?]: new jersey
DESCRIBE YOUR:
[Wallet]: black from eddie bauer
[Jewelry worn daily]: none
[Shoes]: blue nb's
[Handbag]: im not a fag
[Favorite top]: old turmoil shirt that i cant find
[Perfume/Cologne]: whatever
[Piercing]: none
[What you are wearing now]: shorts and skare tactic shirt
[Makeup]: see handbag
[On my mind]: my grandfather
[Wishing]: my grandfather was still alive
[Talking to]: no one
[Eating]: vanilla chip ice
[Favorite movie]: the warriors
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: new guitar, computer
[The last thing you ate?]: ice
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: nothing
[Do you believe in love]: of course
[Do you believe in soul mates]: i guess so
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: no
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: yes
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: pizza, giannas
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: my family
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: fat matt [Cried?]: yes, over my grandfather
[Gotten sick]: not recently
[Eaten?]: ice, and a clif bar [Been kissed?]: yes
[Felt stupid?]: i do stupid shit all the time, so yes [Told someone you loved them]: not recently [Met someone new?]: a few people
[Moved on?]: always
[Talked to an ex?]: yes, last night
[Talked to someone you have a crush on?]: by text today
[Had a serious talk?]: this week there has been a lot of serious talk
[Hugged someone?]: josh buck last night, im a fruit
[Fought with your parents?]: everytime i see them we fight
[Done something your parents said no to?]: they don't give a shit
[Would you rather be with friends or on a date?]: friends
[Where is the best hangout?]: anywhere really
[Do you have a job?]: yes and its great
[Who do you like being around?]: dianna, josh, beth, wren, mullet, dennis, leek, keith, and countless others
[Do you argue the most with?]: really nobody
[Do you always get along with?]: the majority of my friends
[MOST TRUSTWORTHY?]: dianna
[Makes you laugh the most?]: dennis
[Has the coolest parents?]: dianna
[Has the coolest siblings?]: dianna again, her brother is my man
[Is the most blunt?]: yikes, dianna
[Is the smartest?]: all of my friends are smart in their own way
[Who is your role model?]: robert deniro
[Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with?] of course
[Have you ever cried over the opposite sex?]: yes
[Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you]: oh have i
[Rather be the dumper or dumped?]: both suck
[Rather have a relationship or a "hookup"?]: Relationship
[Ever liked your best guy/girl friend?]: yes, i think she feels the same way
[Want to get married?]: eventually
[Want kids?]: as long as they're not whiny bitches
[Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time?] no
[What is your favorite part of your physical appearance?]: shit i dunno
[What is your favorite part of your emotional being?]: my temper and heart
[Are you happy with you?]: somewhat
[Are you happy with your life?]: yes |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 22nd, 2004|08:00 pm] |
Weight gainer is the nastiest tasting shit ive ever had. It tastes like someone shit out a stick of chalk. oh well, i'll suffer as long as it helps me gain weight..i hate incredibly fast metabolism.
i better get ripped. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 17th, 2004|03:21 pm] |
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p.s. im going to watch freddy got fingered just because beth hates it |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 17th, 2004|03:17 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | killing time- telltale | ] |
tonight..GBZ with delawares finest
tomorrow..out to win in wilkes-barre
the plans are set in stone, and im eating french fries. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 5th, 2004|09:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | irritated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | martyr ad new jawn | ] |
im in a real bad mood and i dont have a reason to be.
terry CxC has the biggest mouth ive ever encountered...its a shame really
my cat pisses me off, someone should take her because i dont want her
ok im done |
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